iphone again.
dj soulscape -love is a song
your smell, your scent, leaving trails like incents
your eyes, your smile makes my knees weakened
i wish everyday was the weekend so we can
relax and chill our whole lifespan
girl i know my pockets are shallow
but that dont mean you wont have fun tho
i can take you on a world tour
with a dollar to my name, but my name opens doors
of course it dont matter where we go
italy, vegas, or even tokyo
fly to amsterdam to get a taste of some hashcake
unity between you and me is all it takes
being together is like a trip to space
on the discovery we hovering i’m amazed
your beauty is unimaginable
acting cool trying to keep it casual
but i know that ain’t happenin’ tho
i may spare glaces at other hoes
but when i sit down with a paper and a pen
it’s only your face that i imagine
you got the body of a godess
like venus, girl dont be modest
you know it’s true, your body be kickin’
nearly passed out from those lingerie you be rockin’
but that’s enough talkin’
let’s get going
stock options, but you’re the right choice
all these other hoes are just like white noise
so you dont got to worry it’s only you and me
at least till the love’s gone or lost at sea
but that wont happen cause we passionate
we both get what we want fuck that passive shit
if i was a lost ship you would be my beacon
your are my guide home, weather or not you believe it
sigh sad christmas eve.
recorded on the iphone.
when you left me, not physically but mentally and emotionally, i am a wrek
boiling to the point where i’d snap if you were to take another step
away i’d set the world on fire just to keep me warm
the way you pushed me away left me cold and torn
now, i just dont give a fuck at all
with a hole in my heart bigger than a fucing cannonball
bouncing wall to wall, you can’t say shit
or justify all the goddamn bullshit that you did
but fuck it, the past is the past and that was just a thought
never understood why you did what you did, and i gave up on those answers that i sought
now i am left in this hole of hopelessness and despair to rot
sitting alone on days of rejoice preying it’d stop
what’s worse? i got zags but no weed to help the pain ease
i guess i’ll do it the old fashion way, drink till my knees weak
till my body is numb and my brain is dead
thinking i can change the sum, but it’s already all done and said
but i am not trying to place any blame on anyone
i just want you to know that’s not how you should treat your son
so i’ll just pick up the pieces that are left and leave
i hope you’ll wake up one day understand and see from the perspective of me
it’s christmas, and i feel so alone.
“let’s blaze, what a way to escape. what’s a way to waste away the days of mistakes.”
Thee Tom Hardy, Rythm of Rain
I realized I am a bit insane. It explains a lot.
I think I still get high from the remaining thc in my body.
can’t feel if you don’t got a heart.
"we hit the weed in between the misery."
mac miller
051011
i is so whore-ishhhhhhh.
yeee :D
